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“Hitting the wall” – London Marathon

I believe that there is power in suffering and chronic illness because it’s in these times of pure vulnerability that we learn how to overcome what seems the ‘impossible’, not just for ourselves but for others too.

By experiencing our own pain of “hitting the wall”, we can understand and care for the pain of others. In our chronic illness journeys, we encourage each other to keep fighting, to continue learning, to never give up – but we rarely talk about “the wall”.

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Reflection on current struggles in life

Today has been one of those days where I doubted myself over a million times. The last few months I’ve felt this way for completely valid reasons. I’m not saying this for sympathy – I’m saying this for reality – to show you that on the inside I’m just like you. Yes, I may be smiling on the outside, but I’m not invincible. In all honestly, I don’t always have it all together and still have moments when I focus on the difficult parts of life.

Recently I’ve been hit with a lot of disheartening and disappointing news relating to my health (new diagnoses/more surgeries), my graduate job falling through which consequently meant my moving back to independent living in London didn’t happen – this domino effect has caused a tremendous impact, leaving me feel lost and full of grief.

It’s naturally re-opened a lot of insecurities I once had that I’d put to bed a long time ago through many years of CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy), trauma and pain management therapy. Truthfully, I’ve had a lot of days this past month where I’ve felt like I’m not enough. Where I’ve felt like giving up. When I’ve questioned myself and doubted my ability to juggle all areas in my life. I admit that I’ve found this difficult to comprehend because my ‘life plan’ has just crumbled in front of me – or so I thought.

Recognising these thoughts and feelings doesn’t mean you’re failing – it means you’re LIVING. I’m not saying this for sympathy – I’m saying this for reality. We’re not invincible.

As humans, we tend to live our lives in the “fast lane” so forget to take the time to really stop and honour how far we’ve come and accomplished. We tend to reach a goal and then fill our brain with worry about how we’re going to accomplish the next, and so on.
It’s learning the ability to switch your mind from “what’s going wrong” to “what’s going right for me?” mindset. Reminding yourself that you’re doing the best you can, that you’re really living ‘life’ for what it’s worth.

So continue to turn the page, be motivated, be curious because the biggest mistake you could ever make is to live life like you’ll get another chance to experience it all again.

Be open to new opportunities and change that may cross your path unexpectedly, because maybe everything you’ve lived through was all meant to take you to this point; giving you the courage to take the leap of faith, coming to terms with who you are and who you want to be.

Before you give up, learn to make up your mind about what YOU want out of life. Because you’ve already survived everything that has been thrown at you so far, and you’ll survive it again and again.

It’s time to stop letting our minds play games and begin living our lives through truth, gratitude and appreciation; to be proud and honour the path that got you to today 🙏🏼🦋💫 • Laura Lee •

UPDATE: First Post-Op Visit Results

My Father and I returned from our three week visit to Washington D.C. and Virginia at the beginning of December. The three weeks were filled with many post-op appointments, check-ups, physical therapy rehabilitation, vision therapy rehabilitation and even a White Tie Gala event! To say it was a busy time for us is an understatement – only now I am beginning to feel the exhaustion and experiencing a ‘flare up’.

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Lumbar puncture, road trip to Virginia and tornadoes!

Apologies to you all for not posting an update this last month. It has been a pretty hectic time for me and I have been unwell for several weeks. I am finally feeling a little more myself again and have some news to catch you up on!

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UPDATE: Raised Goal to £300,000

Due to my recent diagnosis of CVST (Cerebral Left Vein Sinus Thrombosis) Brain Clot, I am needing to undergo further surgical procedures and take medicated anticoagulant injections twice daily. We have needed to raise our goal target to £300,000 because of the unforeseen urgent medical treatment I need which includes: a haematological blood clot study examination, lumbar puncture on Friday May 20th to test the CSF pressure, and most likely brain surgery to remove the clot and put a stent in to prevent any further clots from forming in the future. This total also includes the 3 critical and lifesaving neurosurgeries and post-op rehabilitation expenses. Every little counts. If you are able to help in any way by donating clicking here, sharing my updated story, and helping to spread awareness of EDS & PoTS, then please do so. We would be forever grateful as a family so I can finally be brought home to England to recover further and resume my MSc at Imperial College.

#CareForLaura Wristbands – Show Your Support

As a “thank you” to those who have helped Laura on her way to a new life, there is, on offer, a token of appreciation in the form of a #CareForLaura wristband.  Wearing one will be a reminder of what has been done, and what continues to be needed, for Laura and her family. If you have not donated yet and wish to contribute to Laura’s Third Critical Neurosurgery (12th April in Washington D.C.), please donate a minimum of £10 to Laura’s medical crowdfunding YouCaring site and you will receive a wristband (please read details below).
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RECENT UPDATE: Possible 3rd Neurosurgery for Laura

Unfortunately, we found out in the follow-up appointment this past week that I have a herniated disc between C6-C7 vertebrae and further instability with overstretched ligaments between C6-T1 vertebrae (due to my EDS). This is causing me significant pain in my neck and will most likely need to be operated on. Continue reading “RECENT UPDATE: Possible 3rd Neurosurgery for Laura”

My Second Critical Lifesaving EDS Neurosurgery: Tethered Spinal Cord Syndrome 17th February 2016

A Big Thank You To PESGB Publishing & Spreading Awareness Of My Appeal

Source: Appeal for critical lifesaving neurosurgery for 23 year old PESGB Member Laura Sylvester

I would like to thank PESGB (Petroleum Exploration Society of Great Britain) for publishing and spreading awareness of my unexpected Second Critical Lifesaving Neurosurgery Fundraising Appeal and my rare genetic disease, Ehlers Danlos Syndrome. Continue reading “A Big Thank You To PESGB Publishing & Spreading Awareness Of My Appeal”

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